Making decisions and coming to conclusions

I know it can sound silly for someone my age but I can lose track of what it is I'm after.

Like an ADD child with too many distractions in their surroundings.

Today I happened upon the quads and it resonated with my heart and spirit intensly. In a way I hadn't expected. It was synergy. It was a deep soulful reminder of what it is that I truly want.

I'm sorry if it's going to be painful, I'm more sorry than anyone will ever know.

I'm not stopping until I get what I want.